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Syarifah Alyaa Izzati is the name.17 years younger. wakakaka.:P I'm oVER with schools. WORKING at MPH Parade now since my hols gonna be bored. Kerja Untuk DUIT & pengalaman. hehehe.:P

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Friday, February 1, 2008
Oh yeah! it has been 6 month after Emir asked me to couple on 2August07(18:30)! this Feb will be our 7 month annivesary. yeawwweee!! but seriously, i donno la. i just feel weird. not meaning my love through him has gone. on second thought, its still here and my feelings towards him is now really damn STRONG!! i just cant resist to not to missed him for just one second! lately, even he called me, his word can make my tears fell out. i donno, it's like something chnging here. like we werent ourself. or this IS ourself but it doesnt show on the past 6 month? arghhh! i really do love him! even if i mad with him, a part of me want to sulk but the other part couldnt let me. it just like i cant get angry with him. i want to protest but i couldnt! oh why?why? this is one of the thing that i dont really like about couple. i just like who i was in form 3 when in relationship with Syamsul(J.B). but i dun even fall in love with him like i was into Emir now. i was just being loyalty to him for almost 8 months. and that 8 month make me suffered enough!! i just cant stand it! i been stuck with someone i didnt fall to and last for 8 month long without realising, hey i dun even feel that we're in a relationship. Serious suffer that time. and now, Emir??? does he wanted to do the samething to me too?? Urghh!! i really cant stand falling in love. i shouldnt put 100% on love. i have to reduce it till 80%, the other 20% i cant prepare for all those sudden things that would happen between us. but really. i dont wanna lose him! i cant imagine if i clash with him. but who knows. GOD's will, human being has be creat with their partner right? pray for us.
i love Emir Azfar b.Rasemi so much. hope our relationship will last 4ever!